Hazy days and Wednesdays......

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live out loud

I like this song by Stephen Curtis Chapman. It's not new but I entitled this entry live out loud because I think that is what the LORD is asking of me.... to live out loud.

Eversince I joined the church and become active in different areas or ministry, I had always wanted to remain in the background and do stuff no one sees (stealth is what I like to call it) Why? Perhaps it's because the LORD says in His Word (Matt 6:1-4) that by giving in secret, we would receive our reward in heaven? That we should not blow our own trumpet and announce what we are doing in expectancy of acknowledgement.... waaa sounds very wonderful! But yes, that is what I like to do and continue doing...

At the same time, I also fancy that being a role model is also good. I believe that if I were to show a servant's heart by example, others would also be inclined to follow suit...

Here's the complication, if I do things in secret, how would others be able to see and follow? Should I tell or shouldn't I? Do I simply live it and let those who have eyes see? Also, what if I make a mistake or am wrong in my approach? Aiyooh, shy man! Worst or all, what if I cause someone to stumble???

Coming back to the title of this entry, live out loud. Should I or shouldn't I? I love my LORD and I want everyone to know that! I am a lousy evangelist but have been repeatedly told that it is NOT A CALL on certain individuals only... How do I live out loud?

LORD, help others see You working in and through me. Help me to be a blessing to those around me. Show me how to please You. Show me how to reach out to the unsaved and those who are far away from You. As I give of myself to You and Your people, may others also be convinced to follow suit. I wish to carry Your presence with me daily. Make this a reality in my life today! In Jesus' name I pray, Amen.